All Grown Up

Monday night, Sammy went from looking like a hobo child with no parents…

…to looking like a four year old.

And all it took was two suckers, one bandaid, two cutting devices, four hands, a million tears, and $12.

It was, in a word, awful. He’s going to need therapy. But he looks pretty cute, and strangers no longer tell him he needs a haircut.

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Viva Rite Aid!

paid 11.88 at Rite Aid, got back 7 +UP rewards and $3 rebate

I was excited when I went to Rite Aid today and they had everything I wanted to get except Cottonelle toilet paper, which I’ll pick up later this week at another store. A lot of times my Rite Aid runs out of the free stuff quick so I was afraid I wouldn’t get it since I couldn’t go on Sunday.

Here’s how it broke down:

Viva paper towels (A.k.a. my FAVORITE PAPER TOWELS EVER!) $6.99

Pepsi $1.34 (I had a craaaving.)

Two Purex laundry $6 ($3 each)  (before you scold me for not being brand-loyal to Tide, these are for my BFF. She loves them.)

Colgate pro clinical $2.99

Motrin PM $3

Two U by Kotex $7 (yes I know, I am pregnant and don’t need tampons.  But other people I know DO!)

total – $27.32

coupons:

-$5/25 Rite Aid q for registering my wellness + card

– $1 Colgate Pro Clinical from 6/13 insert

-$4 two $2 off Purex Rite Aid video values q’s

– $2 two $1 off Kotex Rite Aid video values q’s

-$2 two $1 off U by Kotex printables

– $1 +UP rewards from buying Huggies last week

– $1 Viva printable

-$1 Motrin PM coupon from insert a long time ago

total = $10.32 + $1.56 tax = $11.88 and I got back 7 +UP rewards (3 for Motrin, 2 for Colgate, 1 for Purex, 1 for Viva) and will get a $3 single check rebate for the Kotex which makes my net $1.88 for all that.

See why I HEART Rite Aid??

What did YOU get??

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Immersion

I do not remember a time when I did not want to be a mother.  As a child it was something I expected would happen, as a teen it was something I dreamed would happen, and as an adult it was something I desperately wanted to happen.

But of course, I had no idea what being a mother was really about.  Babysitting and even a very hands-on aunthood could not prepare me for being the giver of life, the protector, the comforter, the security blanket to my own child.

No book written then or since could ever prepare me for the wonder of seeing my firstborn for the first time.  For the way I would be able to distinguish his cry from the other babies at the hospital within hours of his birth.  For the way I’d crave the scent of his little sweet head.

No one could tell me how afraid I would be, when carrying my daughter, that my son would feel abandoned by me.  That I would feel guilty, like I was cheating on him, because my heart had begun to knit to another.  No one told me I might feel afraid that I wouldn’t love my second child as fiercely and completely as I’d loved my first.

Other mothers could tell me, but not truly make me understand, that my love for her would be instant and strong and just what it was supposed to be. This was such a joyful relief to understand and feel the instant I laid eyes on her.

And alas there was no way to know before I experienced it, that motherhood would be filled with not only endless joys but countless fears and frustrations.  No way to know the instant and constant guilt that was coming, the feeling of isolation, the longing to just go an hour or two without someone touching me.

And oh I was amazed to find how proud I was of every movement, how exhilarated I’d be every time I heard my baby laugh, how mesmerized I’d become by each new word that came from their sweet little mouths.

Each of these things was a discovery I had to make for myself.

And now, I know.

They say you can only truly learn a foreign language by immersion.  By surrounding yourself completely and exclusively in that tongue.

And so it is with motherhood.  Dive in, be engulfed, and discover what you are truly capable of. Struggle, scream, kick, laugh, cry, grow, strengthen, love, and learn.

And every once in awhile, don’t forget to breathe.

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